Waiting is a virtue

If it isn't a virtue, it should be. You learn a lot while you wait. How many breaths you take in a minute; how badly you are in need of a manicure; how dirty your eyeglasses can get just by sitting on your face; when the last time it was you polished your shoes with actual shoe polish; how many teeth you have in your mouth; how many stitches are on the flap of your purse; how many boards are in the floor; how many lamps with lightbulbs are in your house; how many cobwebs are hanging from the molding.

GOOD KARMA TODAY

Today is the first day toward all that is good. I seek accomplishment. I want accomplishment. I am accomplished. I seek employment. I want employment. I am employed. I seek acceptance. I want acceptance. I am accepted. I seek balance. I want balance. I am balanced. I seek good things. I want good things. I have good things. I seek financial stability. I want financial stability. I have financial stability. I seek new perspectives. I want new perspectives. I have new perspectives. The power of attraction is in my favor today.

HAPPY INAUGURATION DAY

What a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Drinking wine tonight; feeling better than I have in a long time; a reason to hope there is a future for me that I actually want, and not one that will just provide. My writing has taken a halt lately. I have writer's block and when I have writer's block, things go by the wayside. Dishes don't get washed; dusting does not get done; toilets don't get cleaned; trash doesn't go out; cats don't get attention; mail piles up on the kitchen table and books don't get read. Christmas decorations are piled up on the dining room table and quite possibly won't get put back into the attic until after Valentine's Day. Take-out will have to suffice and legs don't get shaved.......help, help. I just want to write again; find my way; find my footing; find my peace.

Transition in flux

Yesterday was a very strange day. I had my plan of transition in motion and then from out of nowhere, my whole situation changed and now instead of going straight into my new direction, I have been spun around with a blindfold over my eyes, and I am dizzy and disoriented. The dizzy feeling has gone away but I am still blindfolded. I think this means something but I don't know what. All I know is I finally got rid of my headache but now my stomach doesn't feel so good. More to come.

This is the first day of serious blogging. Nothing much to say other than nothing...wish I had something clever to say but I don't at this time. I am watching Twister, reading the new issues of Southern Living and B H & G and I am in my happy place. I am also trying to finish today's crossword puzzle in the newspaper but it is proving not so easy today. Why is it some days', the answers leap from my pen into the little boxes and other days, I can't figure out the answer to the opposite of NSW? LOL Well, that's just it I guess. Sometimes we are the bug, sometimes we are the windshield. Or something like that. I think good idea would be to blog my high and low for the day. My high for today was spending two hours in the local book store with a stack of books I could not afford to purchase but thoroughly enjoyed reading for free and the low would be the headache I have had for 24 hours now....stress. That's what transition does for me I suppose. More on my transition some other time.